I remember when I used to anticipate every text from you, so I carried my phone around with me everywhere, even at home.
Now I have no reason to anymore. I miss talking to you. I don’t know why we suddenly stopped talking. No warning, no nothing. We just straight up stopped talking. I’m scared to talk you first, because I don’t know if you would respond. And at the same time, I don’t want to talk to you first, because I’m always the one making the effort, and I don’t want to come off as clingy. I don’t know how much longer I can stand not talking to you, though. Maybe you’re too busy for me. Maybe you have better things to do than to talk to me. Maybe you don’t like me even as a friend anymore.These thoughts run through my head everyday, and there’s not a single thing I can do to avoid them. I’m scared. I miss you so much. You used to be able to make me smile at every little thing you said. What happened to us? We drifted so far apart over a short period of time. I hate it.
